WHY I LEFT PRIESTHOOD
This is Pope Francis as a Bishop and me as a student Priest in 2009, that’s 13 years ago….I am in Black as a cleric student, I was studying Italian preparing to leave for Rome Italy… after coming back after serving a suspension for being notorious and arguing with the head Priest. I was later aquited of all charges but the one year I served outside I learnt how to drink, fight, got arrested 4 times for drinking late in the night, arrested for fighting with police officers on New Year’s day with my friend Festus Mwale who lied his name to the police on the inquiry. Later when they came to bail us out (kabili ali ni mwana Judge) they found that there was no Festus Mwale. He lied that he is Chifunilo Banda.. So they shouted Festus and he said ine pano. The officer said “aren’t you Chifunilo Banda” he answered ati “Ni zina yapa mukombo”🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣.. Anyway I couldn’t stay after my suspension. I was too exposed and begin drinking heavily inside. Let me make mention that it was during my suspension that I was in law school with controversial law marker Munir Zulu at Nipa. I later left Nipa and went to Unza during which I my charges were dropped and I later went back to learn Italian so I could go continue my studies in Rome/Viterbo…
I later matched out on my own but my head was already 💯 a Priest…..
Till date I’ve never married or engaged ……..In relationships am usually the ah* 🚶🏽♂️🚶🏽♂️🚶🏽♂️
Contrary to my digital/social media persona, in person I keep extremely few friends and never leave home. I party less now and am more introverted and read alot. I read almost daily from 02 to 05. I suffer from Chronic insomnia. My favourite tops are science and Cosmology/the planets and the universe.. At one point I misunderstood science and almost slipped into atheism (belief that there is no God).. However I am now more convinced God is in nature and made all nature and is the enegy that powers nature and is the source and maker of all and holds the universe. He visited the earth 🌎 he created in the person of Jesus Christ. Mary was the special woman specifically chosen and created to carry this God who became a man. By all means she is special because God chose to be born of her, suckled her breasts, as a child, she changed Jesus diapers and bathed him. If you think she is ordinary your brian must be special. That would make God a user to just be born of her and throw her away. We believe that Jesus is God, God therefore has a mother who is marry. Unless we say Mary was just USED. He however has no father as his father is in heaven. But on earth he had mother. Am sure that contract didn’t finish just on Earth. Unless you say Jesus points to Mary whenever they meet in heaven and greets her saying, hey check the lady I used to be born on earth in or he says “There is my mother”.. if you love your mother, why should Jesus hate or disrespect his…
Anyway let’s not go there.. am sure mothers are only important on Earth in heaven they will be our cousins …😂😂😂🤔🤔🤔😏😏😒😒
Anyways enjoy your Saturday… Proud Catholic
Mwaba MUTALE